YEAH.
WHATEVER LA!
hope the background didnt blind you. heh.
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Faris Ashraf Anak Ahmad.
17/06/90.
3:34 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
everything feels so different.. everything feels so wrong.. haish.. i feel like giving up by the minute.. feels so shitty.. haish.. hate to be this way.. why cant it be like before.. hmm.. stupid la! so hating my life right now.. can i give up? how i wish i can but im not ready yet.. im getting lazier to think abt anything,anyone.. i just wanna be me! wanna be my happy self.. no heart pain!! but situation isnt allowing me! furk laa!! cant say i dont care but im trying not to care cos i dont wanna feel hurt or whatever.. argghh!!! big time headache.. its alright at 1st but the next min, things just turn out shitty!! trying so hard to keep my cool but i cant deny how i really feel.. guess my feelings get the better of me.. wth sia.. its all bcos of love.. stupid love!! haha!! ASSWIPE!! feels so unfair.. wish theres no such jealousy in me.. so u can do what the furk u wanna do.. text who u wanna text.. oyar.. promises is a bitch.. another one broken.. im so proud of u!! im so lucky! haha!! yes i am!! weee!!! i so love it.. sorries means nothing to me now.. its never ending since day one.. shit! just feel like adding fire to fire.. haha! wouldnt it be great for me.. at least for that moment my mind is free.. shissh.. damn! help me out pls.. i cant take this any longer.. wish theres someone i could talk to.. friends all busy with gfs,work.. im left with no one.. wait! theres me.. haha!! doinks.. argh!! seriously i need someone to cool me down or at least get my mind of things.. damn!!