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WHATEVER LA!
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Faris Ashraf Anak Ahmad.
17/06/90.
6:25 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
FCUK UP
i dont know why the hell im up so early.. woke up like 30mins ago.. im tired but too tired to sleep.. haiyoyo.. maybe cos im excited to go sch?? haha.. doinks..
So last weekend, sat, i was at hm for the WHOLE day.. bored like fcuk.. no one msg,call or whatever.. and i was alone at hm frm the time i wake up till evening when mami came back.. so this is what i did.. vacuum the hse, sat at the sofa,sat at the balcony, look at the sky, look at the ppl downstairs, walk around the hse and finally, i just sat in my room doing nothing.. just hear songs, look at my boring hp n talk to myself.. somehow, i realise that no matter how many friends u have or even having a bf or gf, at the end of the day, u'll only left wit urself.. yup, thats true ppl.. im my bestfriend,im my girlfriend,im my family n whatever there is.. so what if they all love u right? the only person who truely knows how u feel is YOU.. so im kinda happy that i have myself.. call me crazy but i love me.. doinks.. and on sun, well, woke up feeling much better but still got no mood to entertain anyone.. oh yea, one thing abt me is i dont like to feel forgotten.. and if im in that mood, i rather stay mute even if whoever suddenly just text me or call cos it kinda feels like ;u keep urself shut and suddenly u find me,asking me things and whatever, so go on being m.i.a.. im all good being alone, i dont need u.. yeah, something like that.. the day was crazy.. me n kakak were disturbing each other n all.. laugh the day off till arnd 4+pm, took a nap till 5+pm.. mami fed me cos i lazy to eat.. hee.. arnd 8+pm, went to shop with kakak.. blanje me again.. ooh i love my sis.. haha.. was lazing arnd till nadli surprisingly called me at 11.30pm.. talked to him and like usual, always talk nonsentical and we were like talking trash but when it comes to the vulgar word, we'll press the button cos got the 'toot' sound.. haha.. talked till abt 1+am.. and i slept at 3pm.. and irritatingly im wide awake now.. but im gonna get sleepy later on.. confirm.. ITS SCHOOLING!!! YEY and BORING!! haha