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Faris Ashraf Anak Ahmad.
17/06/90.
3:34 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
everything feels so different.. everything feels so wrong.. haish.. i feel like giving up by the minute.. feels so shitty.. haish.. hate to be this way.. why cant it be like before.. hmm.. stupid la! so hating my life right now.. can i give up? how i wish i can but im not ready yet.. im getting lazier to think abt anything,anyone.. i just wanna be me! wanna be my happy self.. no heart pain!! but situation isnt allowing me! furk laa!! cant say i dont care but im trying not to care cos i dont wanna feel hurt or whatever.. argghh!!! big time headache.. its alright at 1st but the next min, things just turn out shitty!! trying so hard to keep my cool but i cant deny how i really feel.. guess my feelings get the better of me.. wth sia.. its all bcos of love.. stupid love!! haha!! ASSWIPE!! feels so unfair.. wish theres no such jealousy in me.. so u can do what the furk u wanna do.. text who u wanna text.. oyar.. promises is a bitch.. another one broken.. im so proud of u!! im so lucky! haha!! yes i am!! weee!!! i so love it.. sorries means nothing to me now.. its never ending since day one.. shit! just feel like adding fire to fire.. haha! wouldnt it be great for me.. at least for that moment my mind is free.. shissh.. damn! help me out pls.. i cant take this any longer.. wish theres someone i could talk to.. friends all busy with gfs,work.. im left with no one.. wait! theres me.. haha!! doinks.. argh!! seriously i need someone to cool me down or at least get my mind of things.. damn!!
8:04 PM
Saturday, August 23, 2008
iqa duck is crazy!!! hahahaha!!!! okai, so random.. ni aku update psl ko tau.. aku nak ckp yg kau ni gile.. tak btl.. hahaha!!! jkjk.. forget abt that duck and lets talk abt yours truely.. wahaha!!! i manage to do 2 rounds of headspin!! woohoo!! one round of airflair.. but that is just luck laa.. one round of flair.. im getting better at breaking again.. hah!! its been years lorr never break.. kuang kuang kuang.. today, im pathetically sitting at hm cos i dont wanna follow go kenduri at dadi's sister's place.. eew.. not close to them.. haha!! wth.. okai, im seriously bored and i have not eat dinner.. got money but lazy to go out.. ass!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!
and as for my bike lisence, hah!! its been two weeks never go.. getttig lazier.. know why? cos its pillion riding and im scared if i make mistakes.. wth.. hahah!!! stop reading here.
IQA GILER!!!!!!!!! wahahahha!!!!!!
3:49 PM
Sunday, August 10, 2008
lets do some stupid shit!! LOL!!!
haha!!
4:15 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
i dont like it but what can i do.. no one is stopping her so why should i.. im in no position anw.. haiyo.. just have to bear with it.. okai whatever.. so yest was spent with bum,boncet,ajun,adek and zelah.. chill with bum,ajun and adek at 1st then adek went to sch.. so left us 3.. then zelah ask us to chill with her at her grandma's crib so we proceed to her place.. laugh non stop till my stomach hurts but its way better than holding on to ur frust.. then saw kak nuri and fam outside their hse so i went up.. yea! kak nuri's pregnant.. cant wait to see her baby.. chat a lil with kak nuri's husband.. nice guy.. haha!! and the mom just love to disturb me.. doinks.. and as usual, arafi kutok me.. yela.. mentang2 da ord.. haha! aftr that, went back dwn to zelah's.. arnd 8pm, went to coffeeshop to eat.. and the laughter just never end cos of that bum.. adek join us soon.. after eating, walk arnd cos adek want to find his gf.. doinks.. but too bad, she's no where to be found.. oh oohh.. hah! went to bum's and waited for boncet.. and off to ntuc but adek went off.. ni mesti mls nak tlg agkt2 brg.. haha! it was a fast shop at ntuc cos i helped bum with his list.. im such a good friend.. lol! went back to bum's and then off to 7 11.. bought 2 big gulps and chill.. by then, everyone was tired.. reached hm at 11pm.. bathe,eat and sleep.. and at 3+am, i was awoken by these few inconsiderate bitches under my blok.. laughing and talking so loud.. ass!! and i wonder why no one complain.. haiyo.. got back to sleep at 5 after they shut up.. tmr, sch.. cant wait.. its so boring now so my happiness now lies with the friends.. =)
12:57 PM
Saturday, August 2, 2008
its been an up and down week for me.. haiyoi.. well, things was eff up with the baby but i just dont want it to ruin my day.. and it was a whole week dance for me.. yup yup.. i just cant sit and watch while my friends dance.. so i just had to join.. tired like hell.. and this whole week i slept early cos of that.. oyar, tue was my ns check up and i was like a dumbdumb.. haha!! after that, i still manage to go school just to dance.. and on wed and thur, i dislocated my right shoulder twice.. yes it hurts.. tu la.. break lagi.. its been ages since i last break.. but its still fun.. wee!!! and i create my own move which i call it "The Pole".. hahah!! lame nye aku.. but whatever.. hehe.. and fri, after how many days, finally met up with baby.. everything is ok but still deep inside im still disapointed.. haish.. just got to give in again.. and and and i pass my 4.1!! wee!! since 2.2, i've been failing every prac.. haha!! now its my first 1st time pass.. hehe.. gosh i was happy.. and kumar did something stupid.. cant tell.. haha!! after that, went to sch to see ndp rehearsal celebration.. it was fun and my shoulder this time almost dislocated.. ahhh.. i think im having dislocating problem.. haha!! freaky.. today, well, just sitting at hm i guess.. yela, baby is now a working girl.. hmm.. looks like less time for us.. but nvm, lucky i got my crescent dudes to chill with if they not going out.. deng..
12:33 PM
Saturday, July 19, 2008
wasnt a good day yest.. morning was just shitty.. and went to bbdc for my prac but i wasnt totally focus and almost hit a car cos i was daydreaming.. damn.. and i failed obviously.. just cant do well.. met up wit samad at gombak and off to sch.. wasnt really in the mood but somehow, samad cheered me up.. was very good to me yest.. blanje me ice cream,gulong and chicken rice.. and he made me laugh like crazy crazy.. aah.. he made my day.. hah.. reached hm frm sch at 6.15pm.. and at nite, chill with the brother, bum and ajun till 11.15pm.. blablabla after that.. whatever..
4:41 PM
Friday, July 11, 2008
sch timetable just sucks bigtime!! especially on fridays.. starts at 1 and ends at 5.30.. what a drag.. but now im in nyp waiting for the "queen".. haha!! oyar, i finally pass my 3.1.. wee!! and the instructor was effing gerek.. he kept on disturbing me even when im doing my plank, he kicked the back of the tyre.. haha!! what to do.. he said he expect a good performance frm me since i was the only 3rd attempt guy there.. the rest all 1st or 2nd attempt.. im aiming for ravin in my next prac.. pls take me.. i dont want to fail no more.. money sangkot laa brader.. hahhahaha!!! as if he's reading this and as if he can choose.. or as if I can choose.. doinks.. and im getting hungry now.. this idiot infront of me is eating mac.. arghh!! hungry!!! damn!! and i've been listening to one song since just now.. cant tell.. cos its very nice.. i wanna be the only one listening here.. hahahaha!!! lame! another hour and 10mins till baby is done.. haiyoo.. getting bored.. internet here is so slow.. and acid pro is giving me problem.. i just made a beat BUT it got jam and i have to end the task.. eFF!! haiyoo!!!